Self Compassions

05/11/20

Nurses Week 2020

A few days ago, I stumbled upon a webpage on my hospital's website dedicated to honoring our very own hard-working nurses. It highlighted several touching nurses' personal stories of why they chose the nursing profession or continue to stay. Each story was unique and reminded me of the reasons I entered this profession and proceed to put on my blue scrubs day after day.

It's kind of perfect that this year Nurse's Week and Mother's Day coincide. My mom was instrumental in my journey of pursuing nursing as the profession I practice. She passed on to me her spirit of caring and kindness, not to mention her patience. She was the kindest person I had ever met, and it is hard for me to admit that I didn't really know this until after she passed away. This insight only came a few weeks ago, nearly 6 months after her death. It is because of her that I know what kindness, compassion, and empathy are ”the essential values that all nurses must possess”and I am able to pass these things to my patients, colleagues, and fellow humans.  I am so grateful to her for modeling for me the heart's expression of kindness.

I was told once by someone I was close to that I wouldn't make it as a nurse. I was too shy and quiet, they said. I remember getting into a nursing school program and having to quit the first semester because the mere thought of beginning clinicals and being forced to interact with patients, drove my anxiety through the roof. I didn't have my mindful self-compassion practice back then, but I wish I could go back and give that dear one a big hug and tell her she would become a nurse! It's been a rough beginning, from the start and finish of nursing school and 5 years in as an RN, but I'm so glad I didn't give up. As a nurse I get to bear witness to all the facets of the human condition and do my best to alleviate suffering. I see people at their most vulnerable and because of this, I am given endless opportunities to offer kindness and love. I wouldn't give it up for the world. I am so honored to be part of the worldwide nurse club. Blessings to all the brave healers out there that continue to show up, keeping the world spinning, and those that taught them (even in the smallest way) how to be kind and compassionate.